I was overwhelmed by loneliness

At noon one day in February, I heard a sudden knocking on my door. When I saw two or three local police officers standing in front of my door, together with a couple of Chinese officers, I knew the game was over.

I made no effort to escape. I told the police officers I was willing to return to China. Really, I felt relieved.

In 2006, the stock market was promising. My supervisor, Fu Yaobo, and I couldn't control our greed, and invested in the stock market with funds intended to pay workers' wages. I didn't think it would be a big deal as long as I could return the money to the account. I didn't really see it as a crime until I discovered I could never put the money back into the account.