Kylie Minogue says she still dreams of having children but fears she might never walk down the aisle.
The 40-year-old star has given her most revealing interview since her battle with cancer last year.
Despite speculation that she might get back together with her ex-fiance; Olivier Martinez, she makes it clear that they are not an item.
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And she admits she feared that her career would be damaged when her breast cancer was diagnosed in May 2005.
"I want to keep working on finding perfect harmony within my life and my work," the Australian pop diva tells Glamour magazine. "And a family, yeah, that's still something I would love to happen.
"It has become very complicated but we'll see. Contrary to reports in the papers, though, I am not having all these weird treatments."
She admits: "There have been times when we were getting ready for a big event, like the opening of my exhibition at the V&A, and there's a last minute hoo-ha and we're all running around like headless chickens and I've said, 'Imagine if we were getting ready for my wedding!'.
"We'll see. I honestly don't have a feeling one way or the other if I will walk down the aisle."